Distractions and shiny | 01/04/2009 |
 WhEn PuSh CoMeS tO sHoVe
Wow, so I really want to kill my supervisor - David. Yes, yes, I know I complain about him a lot. But still. This is different. So I brought up the fact that I didn't think people should eat rabbits, just a random outburst. Ya know? And well one way or another I started talking with Rachel C. about creation. I know, weird for Arby's... but still.
Basically I was out cleaning lobby and I told her we would continue this conversation after I was done, so I could get out of there. Well I finished and then I went in the back by the sinks where everyone was standing including David. We were talking, and really that was all we were doing. She stated her point; I stated mine. We were both accepting of each others' and it was perfect. It was like a subject that could explode was perfectly contained because well maybe it was because the two of us are not headbutters like that. We don't need to be right and neither of us wanted to... we just wanted each others' opinion.
And she had said that She didn't think everything that is life, all of the chance, the fact that hormones and everything works the way it does cannot be chance. I said that there are 8 planets in our solar system and there are trillions of stars each with their own sets of planets revolving around them and trillions of galaxies with quadrillions of stars in them and the numbers just keep getting bigger and that while the chance is small there are so many possibilities for that chance to happen and when it turns out right it is just a snowball effect.
And truthfully I do not care if you disagree with me or not, because this entry (right now) is not whether you agree with me or not, it is about me hating David. He turned to me and said, "That is really ignorant of you to say that it is all just chance." It was like he took what I said personally, and well no... he took our conversation, or exchange of ideas and opinions and just like turned it into something terrible. How is it ignorant? Does he not grasp how huge the universe really is, and that it could just be chance? Is he THAT closed-minded that he can't take the fact that I don't think like him (thank god).
And it just really pissed me off. It was like, he acted like he was better than me and that my idea, my belief (if you will) is completely and utterly wrong. And it was just... grr... I hate him so much.
On the not so brighter side of things, I have to go back to school tomorrow. I have my family tree to finish for History class and I have to get a map, copy what my sister had for my mom's side and my dad doesn't know so I luck out there. Then, I have to write a 500 word essay about some family event or something. It is really stupid, and I will probably bull it... so I can get an A. I mean seriously how will he know? And it is not like it is hard for me to write that. Just look at all of my entries. 
And to top that off I have a worksheet for History due tomorrow too. I don't even remember how much I have left on it. But I am sure it is a quite a bit. Sigh... oh well... this is what I get for procrastinating. Even worse, I was watching Jeff Dunham's Xmas special and it was the DVD so it was longer... and it is OVER!!! OH well to Narnia I go. But which one? Hmm... the one that I have a lot of the lines memorized (I know, sad ain't it?) or the new one, where Peter looks even more delicious. (Sorry Caspian fans, he just isn't for me. You can have him though. )
Yep so that about covers it. Wow, is that shorter than normal. If it is, that is just like amazing. Have a nice night... maybe I will post again in a few, when I am trying to distract myself....again. Gotta love the internet.
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