A little update. | 09/16/2014 |
Well I don't really know where to start.
I met my biological dad for the first time. It was pretty good. I was very anxious about the whole thing, but I don't regret doing it. I know it's something I would look back on and regret if anything ever happened to him. Plus I have a right to meet him. If him and his girlfriend were not the ones who initiated everything, I don't know if I would have gone out of my way to meet him. Is that bad? We went to Olive Garden and had dinner. He was nice enough to pay for me. We chatted about random stuff. Tammy and Michael (my dad) were very generous and gave me a housewarming gift. Tammy and my Aunt Julie gave me a gift certificate to a curtain shop. Michael gave me a huge Lowe's gift card. I was not expecting that at all.
I've reconnected with an old friend. I think we both needed to go our separate ways for a while. Things have been great though. She hurt me in the past with a few stupid things, but she has made up for it. I was touched when she actually apologized to me for all the lies she told me and hurtful things she said about me that were not true. I've also reconnected with her parents too. They welcomed me back into their home with open arms. It was definitely a nice feeling since my own mother is not that great lately.
I decided to switch rooms at work because I was tired of working in a shitty environment. I ended up going into Jen's room instead. I think this was the best thing for me mentally and emotionally. I still suffer from depression and take medicine for it, but it seems like I have fewer low days than before. I also do not suffer from headaches/migraines on a regular basis too. That was one thing that was hurting me the most. Cheryl and Missy (directors) at the preschool/daycare were very understanding about everything. The only thing I wish would happen is taking care of the problem. I tried my hardest and nothing would be done..it's upsetting, but I don't have to be apart of the situation anymore.
Mark and I are doing wonderful. We are slowly making our new home into something we have always wanted. It's been a slow process, but I don't mind. It's been amazing having our own home. Its been 6 years since we've been together this August! ♥
I'm off to get ready for bed...it's been a long week already and it's only Tuesday!
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