the change of seasons

The weather change is eating my alive every day. I was unsure of the reason why I was feeling ill and getting a bunch of headaches until I talked to my mom on the phone. She reminded me of how sensitive I am to changes in weather. I'm excited for the colder weather, but I'm not excited about feeling like shit lately. I'll be happy again when this stops.

I've been helping my mom out this week with my sisters. Caley is not old enough to stay home by herself yet and Cari has soccer try outs until Thursday. I've been stopping by my moms house after work, relaxing, waiting for Caley to get off the bus, and picking up Cari from soccer try outs around 3:30pm. I've been enjoying it because I don't see Cari and Caley as often anymore. A bad headache hit me, so I pretty much slept in my sisters bed haha. By the time I had to leave to pick up Cari, I felt a ton better. Caley didn't mind sitting by herself in the living room while I slept. She's a good kid.

Of course Michelle had to get pissy on Monday when she came back from having the weekend off. She always has a stick up her ass about something. Kendra and I changed a day in our schedule because she wanted to work Sunday. I'm not sure why, but oh well. It ended up benefiting the both of us in the end anyway. She wanted Tuesday off because she has school and I wanted Sunday off because I did not want to work the whole weekend. The amount of people working did not change and my boss is still pissed. We did get permission from Jill (general manager) and Crystal (supervisor). One of these days I'd love to rip her a new one...

I can't wait for the day I don't have to wake up and go to the meadowmere anymore. A lot of us are having those feelings lately. It sucks. It's to the point where I've been applying to other places. Kendra has a job interview with some place a lot closer to home. I'm excited for her.

I can't decide what I want to make for dinner tonight. I'm debating on having hamburgers or homemade pizza rolls. I've never made the pizza rolls before and we haven't had hamburgers since the beginning of summer. I might have Mark decide what we are having when he lets me know he is on his way home from work. I did promise I would make lemn bars for him sometime this week too. Hmmm! Maybe I'll do that when I sign off from here.

Laters x