I've been meaning to write for a few days. I've actually been on here with a new entry open, but close out the browser. I'm a total dedicated blooper these days.
My mom made me feel like complete shit last week because I decided to do my student teaching in January instead of at the end of August. Either way, it does not put off when I can apply to be a teacher. It's hard to find teaching jobs in the middle of a school year. You can get lucky and find a long term substitute position, but it's rare around here. I don't her I'm doing everything I can do get stuff done in my life. Mark supports me no matter what I'm doing. He's the best. I already know if he thought I was screwing myself over, then he'd say something to me about it. I kept my distances from her the whole weekend. We talked off and on, but nothing much. It helped she camping for the weekend up north.
Work has been so crazy busy lately. I told Michelle I'm neve working 13 days in a row. She now lets me have two days off during the work week like a normal person should have. It feels like I'm not home very much and my house looked like it was hit by a tornado.
My mom told me she was coming over my house to use the lake yesterday. I don't mind. I come home and my whole kitchen was pretty much clean and my living room was picked up. My mom cleaned my kitchen for me and my sisters helped out. I was so thrilled haha. My mom said she knew something was wrong when she walked into my house. I think she believes me when I say I am busy all the time!
I applied for a different job this morning. It's pretty much doing office work at a hotel. It's more money than I'm making now, which is a plus. I want to do something different. I'm sick of cleaning hotel rooms. It really sucks most of the time. My boss is a douche bag 95% of the time as well. I feel like I need a change. My knees are starting to hurt now too. Damn you tendentious. If I get a call or email back that would be great, but if not then oh well. Its worth a shot! |