idk what i'm supposed to do when i need her and she's not around
i fucking
fucking
fucking
HATE
this long distance bullshit, because it's late over there so she's in bed, and i have no way of getting a hold of her and i feel so stupid and dumb and i just want her here right NOW and i can't have it and nothing else is going to work.
i emailed her but i sound dumb and needy and this is why people shouldn't fall in love with me because i'm just a brat and i just need and take and want and i'm dumb.
i hate time zones, i fucking hate oceans and phones that don't work internationally and stupid people and stupid everything.
i feel so dumb and stupid and i dont' know what to do. i keep trying to log off and not be online but then i get back on because i feel so lonely and idk who to talk to. i called my mom's house and nobody really had time to talk and i just.
feel stupid.
i need her, idk why or even what she could give me but idk what to DO with myself |
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I've been in long distance relationships before. They hurt more than they help I think. But you will get through it and get things figured out. It may not be soon, but it will be as soon as you are ready to figure them out.
Hopefully when you see Ana, things will be more sorted out and you guys can figure out where to go from there. *hugs*
