This is the analogy of the state of my mind and soul today (and possibly for days). I was sitting in this place where it's business as usual with people carrying on. Imagine two armed forces on two sides of this place with guns drawn. What would happen? The place would empty out pretty quickly. Imagine a stand down. Despite the quiet and the emptied out place, it's not peace and calm but a battle may possibly erupt.
This is the current state of my mind and soul right now. There is a quietness, but I certainly would not call it calmness. One side is represents the forces of the Devil, with extremely strong temptations. The other side is the side of God.
I just realized something. I can keep the battle from erupting if I merely go to God and uninvite the evil forces. If I don't and the battle begins, there will be tremendous damages.
I've been through this in 1999 - 2000 and I must not suffer any more damages or lose any more years.
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