I am reminded of two girls in my past when I hear Taylor Swift's song, "Back to December". One girl was my girlfriend way back in 2000. The other one, Millie, was back in 2006.
This song applies more so to the situation between Millie and me in 2006. She had selfishly done a lot of wrong and when she ignored me and went with another (and a really wrong guy), it was clear to me that I had to turn and leave and never look back. The ridiculous thing was that she blamed me for her actions. When I walked away (after she walked away), she didn't care since she was enjoying herself with another guy at the time. (I felt that she betrayed me, betrayed God, and betrayed herself.)
A month later she calls, but I didn't pick up. She left me a message. Over the next six months, she left me multiple phone messages and emails saying things like she missed me a lot and that she wants to go back to what we had before. However, God made it clear to me to keep walking and never look back.
There is however one significant difference between Taylor Swift's song and my situation with Millie. Millie never apologized, not that it would've mattered. I would never have gone back to her anyway.
I haven't really thought about Millie for a long time, but the "Back to December" song and video by Taylor Swift reminded me so much of Millie and me.
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