Everything I do, I do it for you. The love, the pain, the joy, the rain, it's all because of you. My beautiful smile is for you especially. The scars and wounds on my body are from you and the pain you have caused my heart and soul. My sweet laughter is for you, hopefully to brighten your own skies. My tears are because you betrayed my trust and I can't take any more. My strength is because you needed me to be strong for you. My moments of weakness because you broke through the walls protecting my heart. Every breath I take is for you, because I know you would never make it without me. Yet I regret each breath because it brings new pain, each a reminder of how you make me feel. I am fire and water. I have learned both sides because of you. I know what it is like to be on each side of the fence and tottering on the edge. I know what it's like to have a passion for living, and a deep unwavering desire to die.Because of you. Just remember that when I do what needs to be done......remember I loved you and it killed me.... |