I just want to give up and let it all go. Just lie down and cry. Be completely alone. Hell I might as well be no one here FUCKING wants me. Everyone is turning against me, and it's all because if stupid twisted half-truths.... People I thought cared for me at one point in time. But I'm not part of their inert circle so I guess not. Keep your friends close but your enemies closer. Maybe I was an enemy all along, only led to believe otherwise. It just breaks my heart. Everyone that once said they loved me has turned on me. Am I a poison? Am I destined to make everyone hate me? Because so far that's exactly what's happening....... I can't take it anymore I just want it all to stop. It hurts so bad........ I just want the pain to go away. I'm not a bad person........ I think........ I just want it to end. All of it. The games, the deceit, the pain most of all. People who said they would never do this to me are the biggest cause of it all. I trusted you, gave you everything and have up everything for you. And you knew!! You knew everything all along . I have good nothing from you over the past few months and you still do this to me?? Why? What have I ever done to deserve this?? WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH????? |
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