So I feel like a piece of shit. For no particular reason, just because I do. The depression I've been trying to fight off is coming back. My boyfriend is amazing. He spoils me as much as I will let him. Lord knows he tries to give me the world. Everyone else in my life is arguing with someone, and my ex has been apparently spotted within the last week in my city, and I feel like my life is spiraling, yet aagain, out of control. I'm no longer in a shitty relationship but I feel like a price of shit nonetheless. I don't k ow, I just feel like I'm in the way all the time, and I do nothing but cause problems for the people I care about most. My old thoughts of disappearing are coming back. And I know it's nonsense but I feel like crying til I don't have a drop left in my body. :/ |
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