You have given me the same choice I gave you months ago. "Get your shit together or leave". Yet again you make me make the decision that will affect our relationship. You can't man up, take responsibility for your actions and for us, and make a decision. I am forced to. You force my hand, then make me feel like shit for a decision I didn't want to make to begin with. I am done with it. You day I have till you get all your ducks in a row, then you are going to file the divorce papers yourself. Go for it. I am dealing as much as I can with the possibility that I may never see my grandma or mother again and my sister is a backstabbing bitch, and my brother couldn't even say goodbye. Most of my family wants nothing to do with me, and now you hate me too. But I'm the despicable person for the way I supposedly act? I'm acting like a person trying to hold it together on the brink of a mental breakdown. I act like a person who was okay with the fact that my" life partner " hates me, just like I said you would when we met, and who can't take it anymore. I act like a person who had been broken and shattered so many times who is missing a few pieces.... I can't do this anymore. You make me seem like such a bad person. I'm doing the best I can here. You aren't superior to me in any way whatsoever, so get off your high horse and open your eyes. You have lost the possible best thing you could ever have. All because of what you said to me...... How can I sleep next to someone who despises me? .......I can't...... Don't hate me for a decision you made me make...... |
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