so ever since we moved back into grandmas to keep an eye on her, my sex drive has been nonexistent. literally. we have had sex maybe three times in the last two weeks and even then i didn't want it. before, i wouldn't be able to do that. i don't know what it is about this house but i don't want to be touched. or maybe its not the house. maybe its just depression. i don't know. all i do know is i don't want to be around anyone, i don't want to do anything, and i don't want sex. its confusing and concerning because even when we were here before i couldn't seem to get enough of him. no i want nothing to do with him, or anyone else. i'm not used to this. i've even tried thinking about some of the things that used to turn me on, and he's tried teasing me and biting my neck and all, and the result is the same. i simply don't want it anymore. hmmm...... should i be worried at this complete flip? it kinda bothers me that i don't even want it a little bit. oh well. lets see where this takes us.... |
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