UPDATE:
so it happened. He put his hands on me. And I got the hell outta dodge. I am done. He declared our marriage over and told me to get out because I fought back. And then he convinced his family that I was making it all up because he left no marks when he had his hands around my throat. So I left. I am in a safe place now. The day I left he sent me a message that read "I just wanted to say, this marriage may have not worked. I may have been the one to end it. However, If you ever need it I will help you through things if you need it. I think it would be better if we did that as friends though. I am sorry we failed. I still have feelings for you and I know you do for me, but I know this relationship is too toxic for either of us and you know it too. Maybe someday it won't be but right now it is."......... I can't. Once I'm gone I'm gone for good. Is gonna kill me some days but at least I'm around family. They keep saying how I look exactly like my daddy. <3 I love these people. |