I am screaming inside. Going insane. Pulling out my hair and slitting my wrists so deep I no longer can feel my pulse. Why does this happen to me? Every time? I try to be good, I really do, but it never works. Ever. I'm a horrible person. Why anyone would want to associate with me is beyond my understanding. I used to be good. Innocent. Sweet. Now? Lmfao that little girl is gone. Probably forever. All I anted was someone to mean what they say. A hug. Some help......yes, love. Fhonest to goodness, true, from the heart love. That's all that sweet little girl needed. Instead, she got used. Manipulated. Played for a pawn. And now look at her? She's a complete bitch. Cold and calculating, just like the people still using her. She's not blind to your games, you just think she is. That little girl, me, knows more than you think we do. We see right through the charade. You don't mean a word of what you say. All these plans you make for "us" and our "future", you're only using us to get what you want. Then you're probably gonna get bored of us and dump us off somewhere. Pawn us off on someone else. Why not? Everyone else did. You said you were not like them? Funny, you make me hurt just like they do. We are good for nothing but money and other people to get ahead. Ok, whatever. Our time will come, the little one and I. Just you wait and see. Our time will come. Then eveyone else who hurt us in some way or another, you will eventually get what's coming , you just wait and see. We arre gonna bide our time here silently crying out for help, simply just to see who cares enough to really see, and then when the time comes, you will know. Everyone will know because there is no turning back. Just wait and see...... |
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