rant

08/05/2014

so i can't do this on facebook, and the reason will soon become very very clear. i have a little sister, megan, who i have loved my entire life. she is 13mos younger than i, and she has nf type 1, which causes brain tumors and everything, along with cysticfibrosis(cysts throughout the body benign and malignant both) as well as asthma and a whole plethora of other issues that could possibly kill her. well i found out for sure today from my cousin and her mom(my dad's sister, whom i trust explicitly), that megan is not my full blooded sister like we grew up believing. we never knew, and she still doesn't. at least i don't think she does. theresa (the bitch who birthed us) cheated on my daddy no more than six months after i was born. turns out, when my daddy went to work, theresa had this other guy coming over, and well you know what happened. i know his first name, but not his last, and when i find out, i want to have a little talk. apparently my daddy knew she wasn't his, but he claimed her anyways, since her mother was his wife. she would be his daughter no matter what. bless his heart he was a sweet man. he knew about this other man. didn't know who it was but knew she was involved with someone else. my little sister and i look almost nothing alike. i look like the spittin image of my daddy and she is almost the complete opposite. she is short, petite, with brown hair and blue eyes, a small body frame, and just generally small. i am not. i am 5'9, 155lbs, big ass, big boobs, big almost everything. you've seen my pictures. my sister is nothing like me. i can't fathom how anyone can do that to the person they love. i wanted to spit on theresa before, now i just wanna friggin clock the bitch. we have been living a lie our entire lives and she didn't think twice about it?? seriously??? smfh. i mean, megan's still my baby sister but it's just the fact that i thought we were blood sisters. i guess not fully. *sigh* the attached picture is a professional photo of my sister and i when we were little. before my dad died in '93. thanks for being patient and reading my drama shit. just needed to vent a little so i don't break down at work.