i keep seeing myself as a complete submissive to him. doing anything he asked of me, giving him every pleasure i can. and he, in turn, giving me what i need. oh my gawd i can almost feel him on my skin... kissing me, barely touching me, whispering soft sexy commanding words over my skin...controlling me, telling me what to do, where to go, how to please him....taking all i have to offer and giving it back to me. being restrained, spanked, almost to the point of punishment, but not quite there. gawd, his voice alone.....:3 when he gets serious i almost melt. but he's not a dominant. i'm hoping he could be. i am offering bits of myself little by little until he sees me for what i really can be. his. utterly and completely his. to play with, to control at certain times, to do whatever he pleases with. i am offering what has been called a true gift. a rarity from what i hear, a true submissive's heart. i may still have a lot to learn, but i already know so much. i KNOW what i am and who i can be. i KNOW what i am offering to my husband. i don't really know what i am missing out on yet but right now i just want to try to make this work out with us. most say sex isn't everything. i agree. it's not. but it is a pretty big driving force in my life. it is part of me, part of who i am and what makes me, well, me. being a submissive does NOT mean i am weak. it takes a very VERY strong person to accept the submissive position, and an IMMENSE amount of trust and respect and self respect to give that to someone. in this crazy upside-down world we live in, sometimes its just nice relinquish control. and with the right Sir, you can feel more than you ever thought possible. ~ http://hispurpleorchid.wordpress.com/2011/12/27/sgbhc-is-submission-a-gift/ ~ http://essencerevealed.wordpress.com/2011/12/27/dominant-submissive-relationship/ ~ FOR THE GUYS www.xeromag.com/fvbdniceguy.html ~ |
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