she's my little piece of Heaven right here on earth. I didn't want Melissa to go to work today. There's only one more day til she's off, but still. I'm having an emotional day.  When Melissa told me it was time for her to leave for work, I cried. Sounds pathetic, I know. But it just happened. I have my moments.
My sister found someone who wants her doggie. We went and met her a little while ago. She seems nice enough. And she has kids...that'll be good for him. But I'll miss him. Again, an emotional moment. He's not even my dog.
Sometimes, I wish I were the type of person that had no emotional attachment to anything. That I didn't have such a big heart, because that is the cause for most of my pain. But then I think of all the things I would miss out on if I were that kind of person. I wouldn't know the love of my wife or my family. I wouldn't have my animals that I adore. And I wouldn't be a CNA, which is what I enjoy doing! So, I'll just accept who I am and deal with the pain as it comes. 
Harlee has finally stopped being so depressed about Aynslee. But now that Cujo will be gone too, it'll start all over again. I hate it. I know it's all hard on us, losing Aynslee, and then not being able to keep Cujo. But sometimes we forget that it doesn't just affect us humans. Dogs have feelings too. And Harlee has it rough.
But I don't think it will be as bad. With Aynslee, she was our dog too, so Harlee was with her all the time, day and night. He's usually only with Cujo a little bit during the day. But after Aynslee, Harlee had started depending on Cujo to be there. He had started protecting him. All Cujo would have to do is whine, and Harlee was right there at his side, trying to figure out what was wrong with him. They comforted each other.
We're just going to have to show Harlee EXTRA attention and help him through it the best we can. And hopefully everything will turn out okay.
We still haven't bought anything for Harlee's birthday party. It's there in the back of my mind, but everytime Melissa and I go shopping....I forget. lol I'm so bad about forgetting things.
But we're going shopping this weekend, so maybe I'll remember to pick some things up.
Okay, I'm done talking about all my problems. lol
[THE WEEKEND IS ALMOST HERE, YAY!!!!!]
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