nightmares.So the other night I had this dream.... And I've GOT to know what it means. I've had similar dreams, but this one was soooo different!!
Melissa left me. It was never pointed out in the dream exactly why. But she Just didn't want me anymore. I kept trying to hug her and kiss her, trying to get her to feel our love again. But she'd just push me away saying that it was over!
The main thing that I remember were her eyes. OMG! They were sooo cold and heartless. And so full of hate! When I looked into them, I got chills and a broken heart!
The dream was SO real. When I woke up I was surprised that I was in bed. I had to think about how I had gotten there. But I still had that feeling. All morning, I was fighting back tears. I still can't get rid of that feeling completely. And I can't stop thinking about the dream. I'm afraid to go to sleep at night because I think I'll have that dream again. It was that bad.
Anyways- away from that subject... We had Melissa's B-day party Sunday. It was nice. Not many people. haha- and when it first started... all of a sudden the sirens went off. We had a really bad storm and a tornado....LOL. What a happy birthday for my baby! :] She enjoyed it though!
I'm dieting. yay! lol And trying to quit smoking! Yeah- great combination! :]
Well- I've gotta go get my baby from work soon!!
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