forever.
Today, Melissa and I got into an arguement. I hate it when we fight, but it happens.
Basically, I got kinda pissy because we haven't spent any real time together lately. We always have something going on. [we're tired, or we watch movies or w/e.] I just want some time, no t.v. no music, nothing, just me and her. I want to talk to her, and I want us to hold each other. I want quality time.
Her response:
"If I do so many things wrong, why don't you just leave?"
How am I supposed to take that? At that point I felt like she didn't want me anymore. She said that's not how she meant it. But what else could that comment mean? It hurt...in so many ways. And she doesn't understand.
I don't want to leave. I can't leave. But what if she really wants me to?
Ugh. I just don't know anymore.
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