xx 4 Hello again

today wasn't a good day... well it was, there's nothing really wrong with it besides me being down on myself. Ty (my bestfriend) and I went out for breakfast yesterday and we have decided that we don't do well with change. We decided to go to iHop because it just opened here and we figuresed we needed to see what was going on. Ya I doubt we will ever do that again. It was a horrible experience, because we dont do well with change. it was bad enough that we went to our normal breakfast place today because of how much we didn't like the change. I gave her the matching lockets that I had made up with South Hill Designs. She cried.

today, i feel like a huge failure at life. I have no job, no kids and nothing to show for what i have done with myself so far in life.

I am a failure.
and no one reading this will care. so why do I bother? what is the point of this, if anyone who reads this doesn't give a rats ass. It falls on deaf ears. But I guess that's justified because that's about as important as i feel.... if you can't be heard and your not seen, do you really exist?

I don't think I do....

xx B