dont let them say your not beautefull! K so its almost 4 in the mornig and im still awake. I dont know why but latlley iv been fealing really alone, and it makes me feal EMPTY inside. its just me and my neice, and that dosent bother me at all. but when she gose to bed all my mined dose is go crazy. im sick of beaing by myself. and i no that that is my fault i dont really try to fined some one i always get let down or hurt. and it sucks! idk mabey i will find some thing or some one soon or they will fined me.
On a happyer note i made Jello shots tonight and they were awsome lol. i got court this month for the custidy of my nice, and one of my social workers told me my sister has a chance to get my back. The only dam reson why she would even want her back would be because she got money from state and she didnt haf to work! she made me sick, ya im getting money from the state to but thats only cuz i lost my job and i cant fined a new one so thats awsome. I hate it, i always said that i never wantedd to be the person that i have become and now im what i always hated!
So thats cool, but im not doing it for me im doing it for my neice.
and thats really all that matters well i think i might be tiered now
Good night and good morining
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