When I tell people about the bizarre things of my 34 years, and the targeting, and the torture I always go t hrough, I get the weirdest response from 80 percent of humans: ''Why you? What makes you so special? '' At first that always used to really hurt and offend me. But I stopped and asked myself, and frankly come up with a genius answer...I DONT KNOW. I tried for years to figure it out, and THEY ( when isay they I mean V2K, I mean the shit they implanted in my body is pinging off a sattelite and to their computer, where its either pre programmed responses unless I do something really off the wall, then they have to get their lazy butt in there themselves, also my perps in other countries. ) tell me its because of things I did wrong, they take little '' mistakes '' sins whatever you want to call t hem, and torment you with them, telling you 900 different reasons you shouldnt have done that. It is unreal bullshit, and I have reached just about my limit of if that I can take for today already AND I HAVE ONLY BEEN UP LESS THAN AN HOUR. The thing is all humanity has been the targets, but some of us had it way worse than others, thrust into a neverending program of darkness, and YES THESE THINGS REALLY EXIST, I am not mentally unsound, and if I am its because of what has been done to me, not because of the things I am telling you now. As I was saying, I have been up less than an hour and im already at the limit for my capacity to deal with them today. In tears, upset, they wont shut up and, I am trying very hard not to rub that off on anyone. And for those of you judging me for ' not being where I need to be in obeying and surrendering to God ' ? YOU may not have the torture mechanisms, implanted in your body, pinging to sattelite, to a computer, and what comes back to you is TORTURE. And I would NOT wish that on you in a million years, but what I AM asking of you is to not judge me for it, because God knows how hard I am fighting every single day, every single second. If no matter what you thought, did, said, spoke, or felt, there was a response, a price to pay...What would you do? Do not say get over it, do not say BE POSITIVE or I will delete you right now. Im serious. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? orgiven by God they don't give a crap it seems. They have used a person's own environment against them and the remote sexual things that have been done are Beyond disgusting and degrading and the things that I get put through every single day every single second. I'm not making this sound nearly as bad as it really is because I really don't know how to do without writing a book. About 30 people in my life I told me I should write a book because people wouldn't believe the things I've been through in 34 years. I talked to some older TI'S and all said that I was under the type of torture programming that you don't see it till you are 65 or 70 years old. Yeah cuz its so much better to torture older people??? When i said that they know I have a Compassionate Heart And that even gets used? What i meant is because I will feel SO bad physically, ( You try living with an apparatus in you, and see how amicable you are ) or be SO tortured that when someone in my house asks me for a really small favor, sometimes, I verbally snap at them. Then they say something like , well that wasnt compassionate, what happeened to your loving heart now? UGH. I literally could and probably should write a book. And t hat is only maybe 5 minutes out of my life what I have just described. OH AND I FORGOT TO MENTION, THEY ZAP AND POKE AND PRICK AND PUSH AND PROD AND PHYSICALLY INJURE YOU WHEN THINGS DONT GO THEIR WAY. Ok. Peace.
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