Can You Please Help Me With This Problem

05/24/2011

I had sex the other day with a girl that I grew up with. And I felt nothing because, I'm in love with the girl that I've been dating.

She left me for a while now but we talked today and kinda straightened some things out.

But on to my question. When I had sex with the friend the other day, I wouldn't let her kiss me and I made her fuck me from behind.

The last person that I kissed is the girl that I love with all of my heart and soul and she owns my heart even tho we aren't together right now..I still wouldnt let the friend kiss me while we had sex.

Is this normal? I feel really awful about it.

I just couldn't do it. I don't wanna forget my girls lips on mine..The taste of her, I just dont wanna forget and if I kiss other ppl well..Yeah..

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feeling that way and having those reactions is pretty normal from my experience, and from what i've seen from others. that said, it's always a sign for me that i just shouldn't bother with anyone else other than the person i care about since they are taking up so much of my emotional space. plus, sometimes you will be with someone just because you want to feel the touch of another person, accepting feeling nothing, but then you're just using that person, and unless they are using you, too, it tends to work out poorly, and then everyone involved just ends up feeling shitty about it. not trying to be preachy or tell you what to do with you life - that's just what happened to me when i was in a similar situation.

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