If this doesn't apply, let it fly: I never thought sickness groups could look so much like high school. People competing for ' sickest ' status. Its disgusting, literally makes me feel like I am going to hurl. And degrading to those of us who have suffered for so long. I really could care less right now if this makes people mad. I was confronted by a troll who made fun of me for thinking I was ' sicker than they are'. If anyone takes a look at my videos, and HAS the monster, I have yet to meet them. Minus one person. Just... These groups, WE CREATED THEM FIRST, WE WERE THE LITERAL FORERUNNERS, because we wanted SOLUTIONS, not to sit around and bemoan our shit ok. A friend of mine and I have been working tirelessly, making ourselves guinea pigs to get CURED not just lack of symptoms,. And those of you who insist you can't be cured from things, can just delete me now. I LOVE ALL HUMANS, but I no longer have the time to waste on some of this petty shit. I am the sweetest girl you will probably ever meet, and I take alot of shit before I get like this. But this is me, putting my foot down. If you want HEALED, come along on this journey. If you just want to sit in this, and let it consume you, please I beg of you,,,,DONT. Just because you dont see the possibilites of being healed and cured does NOT mean they dont exist. Because you have never heard of something does NOT mean it doesnt exist. I spent YEARS freaking out and being scared. IM DONE. Its better off you know now...Im coming out GOLD in the end. This fire burns like...Hell....Get it? Come with me if you want, TO TRUE HEALING, but please...Dont try to hold others down, and for petes sakes STOP making suffering a competition. I love you and pray for all of us every single day. I am having a terrible time even breathing right now let alone writing, but I will try. For you. For me. I have just lost my brother in a really terrible way, he was 3 years older then I am. I found out my grandma died and noone bothered to tell me like I said before. I have turend into an adrelaline fiend in other words, I have to have caffeine in order to function, otherwise it is not me controlling my own body. Everything is clogged up to the max, even into my very mouth. All of the pathways are carved by the enemies of my soul, and God only knows what is transported into them. I am not a scared little cub anymore. I SEE YOU. I know the truth. And you wont get away with this. I am growing into a lioness and I am bout to roar. THESE WARS ARE CARVING ME INTO SOMETHING USEFUL TO GOD AND TO MANKIND. We have to do this together, or what is the point? GET IT. WHAT DONT KILL US WILL ONLY MAKE US STRONGER. <3
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