And somewhere deep down in my brain I hoped that it would take away my love for her. It. Didn't. Work. I was hoping that it would take out the darkness in me. That it would help me to overcome the self destructive path that my life has been on ever since she's left me this last time. But in reality, I feel it even more clearly now if that's even possible.
I miss her so much. She'll never even know that she is the love of my life. And she'll never know because she isn't talking to me. I'm trying so hard not to give up hope, but this silence from her is just deafening to the ears of my heart. She's hurting me so bad. And the hope is fading.
I love you baby. Always and forever. And I'll never stop waiting. I'll never stop..Everytime that the phone rings or I get a text message, I still jump and look right away to see if it's you. It's an ingrained habit. Oh this hurts bad.
I hope that you come back to me someday.
I love you so much.
<3 <3 |
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