Me.

02/15/2012

CandieCrystals Bye then. Wouldn't mind knowing beforehand but its okay lol.
+5862165014 just..might be easier if we wait
CandieCrystals Can i ask why?
+5862165014 cause im nervous
+5862165014 its still the little things trish. some things dont ever change. ill talk to you tonight. <3


+5862165014 cant get alone so we can text for now
CandieCrystals Okay..
+5862165014 im sure youve figured out who this is n i want you to kno im sorry for alot of shit trish. it was both our faults n what u said to me on the phone last time we talked well it's fucking bullshit to some degree, and truth to another n ive just been thinkin..
CandieCrystals Thinking about what?
+5862165014 I miss you babe. N ive done everything to convince myself i dont i went out i drank i worked n at the end of the day all i can think about is you.
CandieCrystals Kris?
+5862165014 yes
+5862165014 i cant make promises anymore tho trish it HAS to be one day at a time and it HAS to be something u dont tell ANYONE for now not ANYONE n if i hear about it im gone. at least for now? things arent different for me in that way..they cant be i cant lose her too.

+5862165014 im not asking you to understand im asking you to deal. i kno its not fair n if u dont want to i wont hold it against u. take some time n think about it n we'll talk tomorrow
CandieCrystals I don't have to think about it..I already have. I love you and I'm willing to deal with it.

+5862165014 rly? i dont deserve it tho..
CandieCrystals Sometimes it's not about what we deserve. I don't deserve you being anywhere near me and yet here you are.
+5862165014 yea well thats what happens when u rly love someone..