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Subject : sadg
Posted Date: : Dec 10, 2007 1:39 AM
I am not talking to anyone, anymore. I'll be deleting my MySpace, shortly.
[Edit] [Delete] [View Comments] Subject : Once again, I cannot forgive myself. xx
Posted Date: : Dec 4, 2007 5:43 PM
What can I say? I know that I have let everyone down, agian. There is no denying that, in any way, shape, or, form.
More importantly, I have let myself down, and, for that I have no reasonable answer, nor can I request forgiveness, because, that would be asking too much on the part of those that I love. But, they all want to give it to me, anyways. What have I done? Jesus, why are you forsaking me?? Then I hear Your voice, and, it sends me into peace, only shortlived. What can I do? I am oh so very confused.
As for my life..It appears to be over, again. I hate that. That feeling blows. I can't stop it, yet, what can I do?? I can only watch my life go by, as I see it, standing outside of my own body, and, screaming my head off. But, I never hear myself. I've never heard anything..Not really..
Plans that could be bad, are as follows:
Do nothing, and, end up dead.
Do something, and, end up dead.
Do not change anything about myself, and, my ways, and, end up dead.
Good things? I don't know. Get a job, get my life back. But, I think that I have to do that alone. I seem to be destined to be alone, because, all that I do is make others miserable.
This love that I have inside of me is burning me down. Burning, like a fire. That cannot be quenched. This is over. Now. It must end. It must stop. I cannot live like this anymore, but, I cannot change how I feel. God, forgive me, because, once agian, I cannot forgive myself. xx
[Edit] [Delete] [View Comments] Subject : Drunkenness.......AGAIN..Just Fucking Kill Me, And, Get It Over With..xx
Posted Date: : Dec 4, 2007 2:12 PM
I fucked up, again ,big time..
I got drunk..I now have cuts all over myself, I have a bruise that could turn into something more on my shoulder..I fell into the fan, with my face..My face started bleeding, then my fingers did.
I started putting spells on the people that I love.
I said that someone that I care for will die within two months.
I tried to call my girlfriend, only to not be able to find the fucking phone when she called me back.
I punched Loraine. I swore at her.
I went to John's to get a light for my cigarette.
I knocked on Tom's door at 2 in the morning.
I tried to leave to get an airplane ticket to California..DRUNK, AND WALKING AROUND the street in the middle of the night. I apparently couldn't find my shoes, so I put Paul's shoes on, and, I went outside, and, started walking down the street.
Um. I was at that point going to Laura's.
I physically fought with Loraine.
I hexed the apartment.
I threatened to call the police on her, because, she slapped my face.
I HATE THE FUCKING POLICE.
Um..
I lost the lense for my glasses.
I sent a package of cigarettes flying into thin air.
This all happened in one fucking night.
And, that's only half of what I did, last night..
Kill me..xx
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