Honey nevermind about the phone number. Svetty? Ever since the moment I met you, you have been in my blood. Even before you sunk your teeth into my flesh, and drank from my depths, or before we kissed and the ocean could not hold the passion we created, the frequencies must have rocked the world. The fights we had in person even, were richochets, into the atmosphere. Not towards each other. Not really. I have only ever had love for you, because I knew you before we came here. Forever as one. YOU ARE IN MY BLOOD AND I IN YOURS. Literally. FOREVER. If I could still breathe? Id ask you to look at me with mercy and grace and realize that I was young and stupid and I loved you so fucking much for so many years. I would have died for you and almost did as did you. Now I have come into 7 millino dollars because of something that happened to me because of university of michigan and the only thing I can think of is seeing you again. You probably have a life, and a job, and career, and a girlfriend/boyfriend husband..........But I just want yuou to remember.....I never was ready to let you go and when Pattie came back I fucked up because you were the one who was always in my soul. But you werent there. Svetty, I am about to make a mistake that I cant come back from. I want my son and parents and you to know. I WAS BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR and there was nothing you could have done. YOU LOVED ME. THAT MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. I AM NOT KILLING MYSELF. But someone else might beat me to it. I love you so much always have always will. Period. There I hvae humiliated myself but I dont care. If I could? I would embrace you.....I wont most likely come back to FB after this. I love you....<3
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