Haha I gotta tell you something. I keep on saying that I will not talk to you anymore but the thing is that I probably will. Im out at the club with that girl that you saw at the show. Ha shes cute but you never taught me how to let a bitch down easy lol. I dont care bout her really and shes fallin for me and its fucked cuz I just wanted a girl not a girlfriend ya know. I have no reason to say that I will never talk to you again. I am not the one that does not want you around. That is you haha lol. So I am taking back my promise. I should have died the other night but I did not. I am not angry with you. I forgave you quite a while ago. So like I said I am taking back my promise because its stupid as fuck to say that I wont talk to you ever. I care bout ya so its ridiculous to say that I do not want to make sure that you are alright once in a while. So I hope that that is alright. Even if you keep on not responding as long as I know that you are alive and not giving up than I can keep goin on. You are a really cool girl and Ima persistent bitch that says exactly what is on my mind come what may. I did what was right tho. For example when you walked outta that show, I wanted to run after you and hug ya goodbye and tell you to take care and be happy. Life is tough as nails but we have to be tougher!!!! So have fun and like I said Ima always be around if you need a bitch to talk to or to chill with. Im not loving you anymore so you hopefully can see this fun side of me some day!!!! Have a great night girl.
I'll make you a deal. I wont message you again until you message me. That much at least I can do. I cant promise to never say Hiiiiiii. But I can promise that I will wait for you to say hi back. Peace bitttttttch. |