I am pretty sure that i also have advanced lymes disease. My head is actually shrinking badly. I am PRAYING that it means they are coming down but idk. I dont have ANY rife machine or anything like that. I only was listening thru earbuds. Its wrapped around my shoulders and neck. Has gotten into my throat somehow and i can feel it with my fingers i push it, it pushes me back. They burrowed into my throat. I can feel them with both tongue and fingers. I am covered. Everyone says to me that I am the worst case of all of this that they have ever heard of or seen and I have talked to thousands, and no one comes even close. I dont know what to do. I have had 2 heart attacks. 2 ischematic strokes. I just turned 30. From the neck down i am a strong horse. From the neck up i am weak as a kitten. Its horrible because no one believes you when you can still walk around. My fiancee took care of me. When i couldnt even get out of bed 2 years ago. The worse it gets the stronger i am. And yet my head is being destroyed. I dont know what to do like i said. If i told you all the treatments just homeopathic that i am doing, you might say im a lost cause but i dont know if there is such a thing. I mean yeah people die from this but i dont think that always is their fault. But i do not want to be another statistic. How can so many be suffering and yet i am the one who has it so advanced? I mean these diseases take people out. And yet here i am. I just dont understand that part. I did beg Jesus for my life though. He gave me a chance to go with Him and I said if theres even one person left here that I can help then I choose to stay. So maybe that is why. But I can not do this alone. I just can not. <3 |
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