This darkness lingers in my mind, surrounding my soul, creeping around my heart. I long for your touch, crave your body, spilling silky secrets onto my skin. Fill me up with your truth, and, I will show you the lie within. Embraced by this hate, caressed by your love, which shall I choose? Will they both end in death, only one sooner than the other, or, can I dare to believe in hope once again. Knowing the cost if I fail, am I strong enough to believe, or are your good intentions only waiting to turn to hate, once the glass is removed from between us. Fantasy shattered, hope crushed. Belief, tainted. Is fear all that is left for me? Because if you hurt me, oh you know darling that it will be the end of me. |