So I'm sitting here bored at work, I thought I should write to pass the time. It's crazy how I don't even need paper, just the note pad on my iPod lol. (excuse me if I make no sense, it's 7 in the morning and I'm not used to it.)
Anyway, I'm just sitting here in the traffic truck listening to music. There's no traffic this early, so sending me out here is kind of pointless. But whatever, I'll take it. Got my green tea, my iPod, and most importantly, a warm, heated truck.
Listening to the radio at the moment. A new song by Marianas Trench just came on. It was my frost time hearing it and I loved it. Not even sure what it's called lol. I just like the words. The line that sunk in most was
"well I wish we could go back one more time, and begin it. Back before I lost myself somewhere, somewhere within it."
I remember whenever I got bored at my last job, I would sit down and write notes to him. Heartfelt as much as they were messy. I know he still has them. Sometimes I wonder if he ever reads it, and looks bad. Probably not though.
And then the new Hedley song, Invincible comes on. And gives me hope? As much hope as I can feel sitting in my work's traffic truck, watching cars go by and trying to stay warm. At least I get to watch the sunrise.
Took a long hard look at my life. Lost my way while I was fighting the time. A big black cloud, stormy skies. Followed me, oh I was living a lie. So heartless, so selfish, so in darkness. When all your nights are starless, you're running out of hope. But. Found the strength inside to see. Found the better part of me. And I'll never let it go.
I've come a long, long way. Made a lot of mistakes. But I'm breathin, breathin. That's right, and I mean it, mean it. This time I'm a little run down. I've been livin out loud. I could beat it, beat it. That's right. Cause I'm feelin, feelin, invincible. |
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