i tell everyone i am sick all the time and might have IBS, the truth is i make myself throw up and i think im borderline bulimic. i think every tiny stomach ache is reason for me to throw up.
people have been complimenting me on my 30 lb weight loss and always ask me how i do it
it's weird-- i had a stomach thing (the doctors called it IBS/panic attacks) back in april. Everything made me throw up. It ended up being that i didn't even want to eat because i was afraid
a) of gaining the weight i have lost from not eating/throwing up
b) dry heaving.
what made me stop was my love of steak--and eating GOOD food.... like tasty and good for me food. this made my body feel better, and then i felt better.
I also had a really big wakeup call when i just collapsed because i was so malnurished. Luckily it was only on the ground and not down some stairs---or while driving or something.
If you're making yourself puke consistently, you're not BORDERLINE bulimic, you ARE bulimic. I'd like to say be careful, but there is no way to be careful when you're depriving your body of the nutrients it needs. Like LN said, things could happen.. passing out while driving, on stairs, somewhere it's really going to injure you. Maybe talk to someone about it, if you can. I know it takes courage. Find it.