no matter how much progress I've made I'm still terrified to drop my guard in front of those who should see the real me.
I'm terrified they will judge my awkward, crazy, quirkness (sp?). So instead of losing them for that, even though they would probably accept it i lose them because i take to long to get comfortable.
My secret is, I'm comfortable in my own skin, but i can't take the risk of showing the real me to anyone it would matter too. |