I don't know if I can get pregnant. I know it will be difficult if at all I can get pregnant. I want to have children so badly that it hurts. I am around babies all the time, my best friend has three, everyone around me is having babies. I have such mixed emotions for them, I am happy but then all I want to do is cry. When I'm on bloop I tend to look for TTC couples and couples who just had babies because I want to know so badly what its like. *sigh*
I know what that feels like. I'm not at the point in my life yet where I'm going to have a baby but I so desperately want one yet I don't know if i physically could. I have both lupus and endometriosis and IF I manage to get pregnant things will be VERY tough with my back problems, even when my partner and I have scares now my hopes jump sky high that I am pregnant because I don't think I ever will be no matter how much I may want it.
Wow.. I REALLY could of wrote this. word. for. word. I want a baby so badly. My bf and I have been together for 6 years and it's never happened. Every female I know around my age is pregnant, no joke. Every single one. At the moment I know 10 girls that are pregnant, and 3 who just had babies in the last month. I want to be happy for them but I can't because I want what they have, it's so frustrating. A few of the girls I know didn't mean to get pregnant, so they act like being pregnant is a burden and all I want to do is punch them in their face, seriously. I just want to scream at them, "You should of thought of that before you opened your legs!" There are so many women out there that wish they could have a baby and they have the audacity to gripe about being pregnant! Grrr.. :|
I always thought that I couldn't have kids. My body has never been regular and I figured that if it was going to happen it would have happened already. Then one day I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. This is our miracle baby. I think when the time is right it will happen.
i know how this feels,i was told a few yrs ago i probably wouldnt be able to have kids,or if i did manage to get pregnant,it would be a high risk pregnancy.
but we can always hope right?
Oh, I feel so much about this.
I could have written it myself.
But I tend to avoid TTC/pregnant/mommy diaries, unless they were already my faves before, because it hurts too much.
i tried to have a baby. I mean REALLY tried....seven eight times a day, but nothing would happen. Finally after I stopped trying I winded up pregnant. Had my daughter and 2 months later was pregnant again. so i mean if you dont think or try, the baby comes when you least expect it
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I know what that feels like. I'm not at the point in my life yet where I'm going to have a baby but I so desperately want one yet I don't know if i physically could. I have both lupus and endometriosis and IF I manage to get pregnant things will be VERY tough with my back problems, even when my partner and I have scares now my hopes jump sky high that I am pregnant because I don't think I ever will be no matter how much I may want it.
