I know you love me. I do. What hurts...is i am married. But i will admit that we wouldnt be married...if you had just stayed..like i begged you too. But i am glad you left..you stopped with the drugs. But our feelings has never changed.
I love you. That is one thing that i can not deny. But you needed to grow up...and i couldnt spend my time waiting for you to finally realize that. I am back with him...because he is what i need right now. You had your chance. Why couldnt you change? Why did you have to play child all the time? I couldnt be a parent to my kids AND you.
I dont blame me. I dont blame you. I am sorry if i have hurt you. But i will always be here...even if i am unable to be yours.