How is it possible that you've forgotten the past 4 years? You know that I've loved you and yet you've continued to hurt me continuously. Unfortunately, I've allowed you to hurt me over and over again. Every time we were around each other after we broke up, you told me how much you missed me. We hook up, I plan you a going away party, and then you come with your new girl? Really? Is that how its going to be?
You're coming home soon and honestly things were so much easier without you being around. You weren't here to text me or come over randomly. I haven't had to hold my breath as I turn down my street or look at my phone. I'm done with you. I'm done with the way you think I'd just crumble with anything you say. Go ahead and have fun with some other girl that you'll just throw away like she's nothing. I feel sorry for her. I feel sorry for you, because you are so afraid to feel anything that you run away. Go ahead and run. This time I'm not stopping you. This time I'm not going to ask you to come back. This time, keep your words because they have no use here. |