I'm envious of my own boyfriend.
He's always so chipper and positive and optimistic and has the kind of faith that moves mountains. He sees good in everyone and everything. If life hands him lemons, he really can make lemonade out of it.
I've never seen anything like this.
I wish I was more like him. I'm such a perfectionist and a control freak. Maybe I shouldn't compare myself to him, but I do and I always end up thinking "god, I'm total scum."
I don't know why he's with me.
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