so i probably weigh 190 & am about 5'5'' im eighteen as well.
well, ........ yeah i have been looking at older photos of myself, & i cant tell ive gained weight. & it hasnt bothered me so much im depressed all the time about it, but enough to where when i hang out with my skinny (weighs 130 & is 5'8'') friend, i feel subconsious the whole time & dont eat anythin around her. i just dont know why im beating myself up. i did this to myself. god i was so much thinner. im up almost two pant sizes. |