Though I had absolutely no interest at first, he made me fall in love with him. Not 'love' per se, it's actually just a puppy-love crush. The problem is we're both married. Neither of us would EVER step over the boundaries and hurt the one's we are with, but it irks me that that is the only thing preventing him from telling me how he really feels. And I know he does (like me, that is).
I wish he would tell me. Not so that anything would happen between us, because... Just, no. But just so I could have that little peace of mind, and know that I'm not crazy in thinking that he feels the same way. Just so I can feel close to him, without actually being 'close' to him, if that makes any sense. =/ |