Solution? Time helps stretch marks fade to silvery lines. Pale body? Fake tan! It also helps you look slimmer in my experience. And if he didn't find you attractive, he wouldn't be with you
I used to be this way. Only had sex with the lights off. Now, I found someone I am comfortable with and will do it with the lights on, and it's amazing. I never in my life felt as good as I do when I'm with him. It can happen for you again too. One thing that helps me feel good is dressing up and doing my hair and make up, which is something I rarely do.
Ugh. people seem to think there's no way I could relate to this (in past experiences) because I'm "too skinny" to have stretch marks without having had a baby. Except I do. My boobs, thighs, and love handles ALL have stretch marks and I hate them.