i was afraid,afaid of what my family would do if they found out i was in love with another girl,so i said awful things to her,hurt her more then i thought was possible.i broke her heart,an in the process i broke my own.i've went out with countless guys in an effort to prove to myself an everyone around me that im not gay,i hurt her everyday...an yet she still loves me.why?if i cant admit the truth to myself,then i sure as hell dont deserve her. |