ReVisualise Add Fave Search
Not Logged In
0
Your Username:
Your Password:

[ sign up | recover ]

What's your secret?
by BloopSecrets

previous entry: She is an older outspoken me

next entry: Letter to Mr. S.

I'm not okay

06/03/2009

I tell all my friends I'm ok and I smile and laugh and appear to have a good self esteem and am turning my life in a good direction...

secretly, I have attempted suicide on 3 different occasions and have only recently stopped cutting.

I can't afford to see a professional, and I'm afraid of being judged for having these thoughts. I don't want to be thought of as an "attention whore" to my friends, although since I am submitting this, I seem it anyway.

I just needed to let that out in some way, it's been eating at me for years...

previous entry: She is an older outspoken me

next entry: Letter to Mr. S.

0 likes, 6 comments

(signed comments only) add comment

Add Comment

Add Comment

Please enter the following WHITE digits in the box below.

Confirmation Code

look into college campuses, a lot of times you can find a counselor for relatively little money!!

[i`m his lil bearrr.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Mmm.. if you're at college or university, a lot of them offer free counseling services. I hope you find someone to talk to. =)

[lithium layouts.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

If you need help, dont worry about what other people will say. Your real friends will not judge you, especially when you need them most!

[Poetic Justice|0 likes] [|reply]

if your friends are your real friends then they won't judge you. others might but if this is an actual problem you do need help. this exact same thing happened to someone very close to me and after she got help she has never been better.

[BumbleBee|0 likes] [|reply]

Have you looked around for free counseling services? Some larger cities offer that service.

[xo heatherStar|0 likes] [|reply]

You're not an attention whore for posting this. I mean, you're doing it anonymously for one and I'm sure that your friends (if they are good friends) would be supportive and understanding of your situation. I agree with lithium layouts; try checking into college or school counselling if you are at school. There are also websites and hotlines you can call anonymously and just vent about things and sometimes just getting things off your chest to someone who doesn't know you can be a huge relief. Also, does your family know that you are cutting? Do you have anyone in your family that you can turn to?
Like I said, sometimes talking to a "stranger" can actually be a lot more helpful. I hope that you find someone who can listen to you and help you out!!

[Falling To PiecesStar|0 likes] [|reply]

previous entry: She is an older outspoken me

next entry: Letter to Mr. S.

Online Friends
Offline Friends