So my youngest son has a different father no one knows but my immediate family and of course my boyfriend. the problem is i'm having a lot of feelings for him tho, when i sneak over to his job so he can see his son i remember the beautiful times we once had. i'm getting married but i'm scared and i have no idea what to do, and not to mention he is in a relationship and she is pregnant but we suspect the baby is not his. one day he wants to work things out and the next he doesn't care about anything.
Please try and refrain from shitting all over marriage. AllottavAdina is right. If you're not 100% certain that you're completely in love with the one you're getting married to, then dont. If for no other reason, then because it's not fair to him, seriously. I'm not saying dont get married ever, but dont jump into it if you're not ready. That's just stupidity and it's a pretty mean thing to do to him, because CLEARLY he's pretty certain about YOU.