You have been through quite a traumatic upbringing and I think it has affected your self-image. You say you feel male, you are not a woman. You give yourself shots to change who you are. It is just a facade. You will never grow a penis, your breasts will not go away on their own, because that is not how God intended you. I wish you could love yourself for who you are, and not believe you have to change your sex in order to be yourself. You need mental help, not testosterone. |