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What's your secret?
by BloopSecrets

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Mommy Dearest

06/22/2010

Sometimes I look at my mother and am complete disgusted by her. The way she looks, the way she dresses, her fake personality. I hate that I judge her so much, because she is probably the only person on earth who loves me unconditionally and would do anything for me. I am grateful for what she has done for me, but sometimes I wish she would grow up and take better care of herself. I wish she would quit smoking weed and cigarettes, having tequila every night, and start exercising.

I am scared my child will grow up to be just as disgusted by me as I am of my mother.

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Geeze, I could have written this entry!

The last time I saw my mother she looked terrible, and from what I've heard she hasn't gotten much better.

I'm like absolutely terrified I'm gonna wind up like that and my kids will hate me the way I hate her

[Jessica|0 likes] [|reply]

Yeah... i feel a similar way about my mother.

[shelby :]|0 likes] [|reply]

჻ೋ჻ The wonderful thing is that you have a choice, you can either choose to repeat her unhealthy patterns or be the opposite of what she is. My mother is nuts, a hypochondriac and pathological liar, as well as an awful parent. I haven't spoken to her in 4 years. I am nothing like her. I take care of myself. I hate being sick or saying I'm sick, and I am completely blunt and honest no matter what. I love my daughter and although I'm not a perfect parent (no one is), I am 100 times better than my mother. I made a choice, that I would not let her life affect how I raise my child. My daughter turns 4 next month and daily I prove I am nothing like her, and my daughter loves me! There's hope! ჻ೋ჻

[AshaliciousStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Reminds me of my father :/♥ -

[Lauren.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Keep that fear pinned in tight. Use it to work FOR you. Make yourself into who you want to be, and your child will grow up to see that person. Maybe not right away, but eventually..they will. Hold on, keep strong...never let go.

Clear eyes, full heart - can't lose.

[iWRITE|0 likes] [|reply]

i feel the exact same way about my mother. there are so many things in myself that i LOATHE-- and i look at her and see where i get it from.

[LN|0 likes] [|reply]

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