He spent our entire relationship treating me like crap.
I was definitely blinded by my feelings for him. I know this, no one needs to tell me.
I let the names slide because I thought they were all in good fun. They weren't.
It's not all in fun when your friends tell me that you've said the same things about me to them.
It wasn't fun when you belittled me until I cried.
It wasn't fun when you didn't talk to me for days or weeks on end. Then said hi like nothing had happened, and that I wasn't crying myself to sleep at night like a loser.
It's not cool that you made me cry like that at all.
And I hate myself for missing you like this. |