When I said I wanted you out of my life for good I didn't mean it.
I wanted you out of my life because I love you and you don't love me.
I couldn't be fwb or you know what buddies, I wanted to be with you and only you.
So by saying I wanted you out of my life I was only putting up my guard to protect myself from the pain of not having you.
I love you.
p.s. I loved hearing your voice and hearing you joke again today.
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