your recovering. i know. and i am your support system. i am selfish to want you around and i know you should have stayed in rehab even though it was driving you crazy and making you more of an angry person. you've been clean for a while now, just living here with me ... you've changed a lot. your a better person than the heroin let you be ... and now i've fallen even more in love with you. i tell you that i trust you more and more everyday. and that i know your strong physically and mentally ... strong enough to get over the addiction.
but a part of me is still watching ... waiting for the world to be ripped right out from under me again ... im ashamed of myself for having the slightest bit of doubt. but you don't understand ... i have to protect myself too! |
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