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What's your secret?
by BloopSecrets

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Pretty Little Liar

12/09/2010

Hello world. So glad there's a way to get this off my chest without directly linking it to myself.. any way.. enough chit chat, here's the secret.

I've lied consecutively for all of 2010 so far, to everyone and just about everything. Examples:
Lying to boyfriend about not being in love with my ex still.
Lying to my ex about leaving my boyfriend for him.
Lying to my parents about losing my job.

Even to my friends, telling them that everything is fine when honestly I feel I'm spiraling out of control. I can't really say when all the lying started or why it's still going. It's kinda like a snowball effect. One lie creates another lie and another lie to cover the first lie. It's making me feel like an empty hole cuz I just don't know how to be me anymore. I guess I'm afraid of having shit hit the fan. and that's the short story, my secret. I'm a liar.

Edited: added capitalization
(I and the first letter in a sentence are always capitalized, ladies and gents )

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Lying is hard to get out of, and the only guarantee is that you -will- get caught. It's inevitable. Figure a way out of the lies and start over because people will be pissed if they find out from anyone other than you.

[Emily the StrangeStar|0 likes] [|reply]

You should probably get help.

[Anonymous SourceStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Why not just tell the truth and wipe the slate clean? Tell your friends and family that you're not fine and you lost your job. If it makes you feel better about it, tell your bf the truth about your ex.

[.Kismet.|0 likes] [|reply]

I want to sincerely thank the owner of this diary for the lesson in capitalization! Often times, I wonder why people think it's acceptable to type without capital letters and punctuation marks on the Internet.

[xo heatherStar|0 likes] [|reply]

[BloopSecrets|0 likes] [|reply]

The problem with lying is you have to continually remember what it was you lied about. The other problem is that it is a mechanism that you use to keep others at bay because you don't want them to be upset or disappointed with you.

Trust me, sooner or later your lies will catch up with you and the shit always eventually hits the fan. I would put a stop to it now and just let it hit the fan now before it gets any worse.

[Love Bipolar Inc|0 likes] [|reply]

maybe you should go to a counselor and talk to them about your lying. it could help.

[Ms. Lady Burt|0 likes] [|reply]

Lying is like a drug. Some people lie, because it gives them a "thrill" and they want to see how much they can lie about before they are caught.

Your lying, like everyone else said, is only going to make your life more miserable. Just be honest, live by the truth - and your life will be full of purpose!

[queenbutterflyStar|0 likes] [|reply]

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